Am I Wrong? What Should I do? Please Help!?

What you are doing is not fair to your boyfriend. You need to either get your head straight or break up with your boyfriend so that he can find someone who's heart won't be swept away by some stranger on the World Wide Web. If you rather talk to a stranger than your own boyfriend after 3 years together, cut your losses now or you are going to wish you did in 10 years when he walks in on you and the next guy you met online.